One day I saw myself as an old woman. I was boarding the bus, and I did not seem to notice that I was there as well. So I watched me unseen. I thought I looked lonely, and I wanted to reach out, but how strange would that have been…
When I awoke, I experienced at once that calm that comes from knowing that none of it mattered.
Later, I would find myself wishing to be back there, although I could not remember anything about that world.
I have this distinct feeling that I will be waking up from this in exactly the same way.